Do your heart beat as fast as mine?
Identification
Photobucket
1991,12july

i wish there is someone for me,
but i learned to be independent
cause i know that day might never come.
&i don't believe in hopes.


My name is Vans.

Desires

a Canon D500 camera,
HTC Hero,
a sewing machine,
a blueprint table,
& of course a bike.

For your infor, i do not like to use my father's money so most of the things are paid by myself as
I AM NOT SOME RICH KID

Is this all what I want?

Spoken
the note that said...


Do I have the freedom of speech?

Endless
layout: lyricaltragedy
inspiration: outgone
N284!

ruiliang
steph
benjamin
celeste
chrysan
dasiree
deanne
ignasia
ivan
james
jeremy
jisiang
jonathan
kevin
liying
nicholas
nicolette
peiyi
rita
viona
Am I close to them?
I wrote a love song on; 10:13 PM | Monday, June 23, 2008
misses

i miss cell, steph, you and you.
when i faced my computer and the webcam,
it brought me many wonderful memories.
i used to really think if only time can stop at that very moment,
however now is very different.
we have our very own life.
i was trapped in my own mistakes then as i knew i have done something,
something that will change everything forever.
Seeing you living your life well,
it is good enough, really its good enough.
many times, i tried to take the courage to contact you again
but i always back out.
aint i a coward friend?to be honest, im.
dont worry, i have moved on but just misses you at times.
if you read this, i really hope you will contact me.
i really want know how are you doing, are you coping well in school...

God, give me peace in the heart.